He ended up asking me if something happened between and my ex and... I just remember being so... frustrated! I told him I hadn't wanted him to come in and te only reason he was there was because he his stupid super senses could hear me. He didn't actually have to address it just because it was his friend. I mean, what guy actually confronts one of his friends in the bathroom at work who happens to be crying? There was a reason I was in the back bathroom of the precinct was TO BE ALONE!
But then he goes, "It doesn't matter how I know. You wouldn't act dumb if you knew I was this upset about something!" But, the thing is, I actually wouldn't act dumb because I'm not a dick, but I wouldn't do it in the bathroom. I would have found him later or texted him later. I know when to mind my own business. And what made me angry was that he was acting like we share everything which is a load of bullshit. I knew he was keeping things from me then and I know he's keeping things from me now.
But to make a long story short, I ended up calling him out on not telling me he was bi. I know it was the wrong thing to do, or even point out, but I was just so angry and upset, I- I just wanted to to fuck off and leave me alone. Which of course only resulted in him denying it all, liking Foggy, being bi, which makes sense since he hadn't even really accepted that part of himself at the time. And to make matters worse, as we were yelling at each other, I pushed him and then used magic on him. I used the leg locker curse on him and left him there in the bathroom. I didn't even know the counter curse at the time.
[Derek lets out a sigh.]
I felt horrible for what I did. I went to his apartment multiple times afterwards to try and apologize, but... I just felt so bad. And it wasn't until Tatsuo brought the two of us together were we even able to talk. But he... he wouldn't accept my apology, not at first anyway. He was critiquing it right in front of me Alex. He was defending his actions and used the excuse of being a good friend. He made it a point to saying that he was under the spell for fifteen minutes. He started attacking my magic and saying how dangerous it was, and... IT'S NOT!
[Derek voice starts to crack and he lets out a shaky breath.]
All I wanted to do was apologize, have him understand my perspective, and he wasn't even listening half the time, only caring about himself. I mean, he's Catholic right? What happened to forgive others seventy times seven? At least I think that's how that reference goes.
[Derek take a sip of he beer.]
So now when I try to tell Foggy that Matt can be a stubborn git, he doesn't believe me, because the only reference I have is when I apologized to him for the dick thing I did. He thinks it's well deserved. Which is bloody annoying because no one should be treated like that when they are trying their best to apologize.
[Derek had been ranting for a while and realizes that hadn't even been looking at Cumore for his reaction. Slowly he turns his head to look at his friend. He is really hoping there isn't a judgmental look on his face.]
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He ended up asking me if something happened between and my ex and... I just remember being so... frustrated! I told him I hadn't wanted him to come in and te only reason he was there was because he his stupid super senses could hear me. He didn't actually have to address it just because it was his friend. I mean, what guy actually confronts one of his friends in the bathroom at work who happens to be crying? There was a reason I was in the back bathroom of the precinct was TO BE ALONE!
But then he goes, "It doesn't matter how I know. You wouldn't act dumb if you knew I was this upset about something!" But, the thing is, I actually wouldn't act dumb because I'm not a dick, but I wouldn't do it in the bathroom. I would have found him later or texted him later. I know when to mind my own business. And what made me angry was that he was acting like we share everything which is a load of bullshit. I knew he was keeping things from me then and I know he's keeping things from me now.
But to make a long story short, I ended up calling him out on not telling me he was bi. I know it was the wrong thing to do, or even point out, but I was just so angry and upset, I- I just wanted to to fuck off and leave me alone. Which of course only resulted in him denying it all, liking Foggy, being bi, which makes sense since he hadn't even really accepted that part of himself at the time. And to make matters worse, as we were yelling at each other, I pushed him and then used magic on him. I used the leg locker curse on him and left him there in the bathroom. I didn't even know the counter curse at the time.
[Derek lets out a sigh.]
I felt horrible for what I did. I went to his apartment multiple times afterwards to try and apologize, but... I just felt so bad. And it wasn't until Tatsuo brought the two of us together were we even able to talk. But he... he wouldn't accept my apology, not at first anyway. He was critiquing it right in front of me Alex. He was defending his actions and used the excuse of being a good friend. He made it a point to saying that he was under the spell for fifteen minutes. He started attacking my magic and saying how dangerous it was, and... IT'S NOT!
[Derek voice starts to crack and he lets out a shaky breath.]
All I wanted to do was apologize, have him understand my perspective, and he wasn't even listening half the time, only caring about himself. I mean, he's Catholic right? What happened to forgive others seventy times seven? At least I think that's how that reference goes.
[Derek take a sip of he beer.]
So now when I try to tell Foggy that Matt can be a stubborn git, he doesn't believe me, because the only reference I have is when I apologized to him for the dick thing I did. He thinks it's well deserved. Which is bloody annoying because no one should be treated like that when they are trying their best to apologize.
[Derek had been ranting for a while and realizes that hadn't even been looking at Cumore for his reaction. Slowly he turns his head to look at his friend. He is really hoping there isn't a judgmental look on his face.]