[Jaeger's quiet for a moment, trying to figure out how to respond to that.]

...Four years ago someone I was very close to used my trust against me and I ended up in a tight spot because of it. Since then I've had a very hard time opening up to people and even being honest with myself. I'm still relearning things I used to be able to do easily, and it's... a very difficult process.

So it's not your fault at all. I'm fickle and flighty in general, but I always made a point to be as difficult to read as possible to avoid that happening again. It's certainly not something I'm trying to do anymore, but old habits die hard.

I... do apologize for how I treated you at first. I really am ashamed of that.