He's quiet for a moment, fussing with his clothes a bit even though there's nothing about them worth fussing over, and it takes him a second to find words. He really just wants to brush this whole thing off, to ignore it and declare everything done for the day, but...]
If anything, I tend to understand people acting like that better than anything else. Wanting something from others is just the natural way of things, it's just usually the concept of what you want from someone that changes. I haven't...earned anything else from anyone.
[This is kind of weird to talk about, but he's at least trying.]
It makes sense to me that you wouldn't actually care - not because of you, but because people won't care unless you make them care, and it isn't as though I've done anything to warrant it.
I'm aware that people don't care about me. It's more confusing to me that you do. It makes more sense for that to all be lies as well.
[...okay this is entirely too much discussion of his issues we're going to back the fuck up now if nobody minds - ]
Don't worry about it, either way. Consider what happened back then to be a nonissue.
[Oh, that's... Hmm. That's certainly interesting. Jaeger tips his head a bit as he considers that. It's something he does want to press on and ask more about because it's interesting, because he doesn't understand that thought process... But ultimately he decides against it.]
I really do appreciate that you've shared this with me. Perhaps someday we can talk more about that.
Thank you for listening. And for taking me seriously! I meant to figure out how to express this a bit better, so I apologize for that being... a mess.
[He tried really hard? Sometimes that's really the most you can manage.]
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He's quiet for a moment, fussing with his clothes a bit even though there's nothing about them worth fussing over, and it takes him a second to find words. He really just wants to brush this whole thing off, to ignore it and declare everything done for the day, but...]
If anything, I tend to understand people acting like that better than anything else. Wanting something from others is just the natural way of things, it's just usually the concept of what you want from someone that changes. I haven't...earned anything else from anyone.
[This is kind of weird to talk about, but he's at least trying.]
It makes sense to me that you wouldn't actually care - not because of you, but because people won't care unless you make them care, and it isn't as though I've done anything to warrant it.
I'm aware that people don't care about me. It's more confusing to me that you do. It makes more sense for that to all be lies as well.
[...okay this is entirely too much discussion of his issues we're going to back the fuck up now if nobody minds - ]
Don't worry about it, either way. Consider what happened back then to be a nonissue.
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I really do appreciate that you've shared this with me. Perhaps someday we can talk more about that.
Thank you for listening. And for taking me seriously! I meant to figure out how to express this a bit better, so I apologize for that being... a mess.
[He tried really hard? Sometimes that's really the most you can manage.]
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...Yes, of course. Anytime you like.
[...]
And I... Well, you do know the feeling is mutual, right? I do like you and all.
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I thought that might be the case. You certainly have warmed up to me a bit more! I'm glad to hear it though, thank you.
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[...okay look just because you're trying not to be a flippant asshole doesn't mean he's not going to be.]
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I have been trying to be a little less obnoxious! Obviously I can't turn it off entirely, I'd lose so much of my charm if I tried!
[oh my god that was not an excuse to just go back to this, jaeger.]